well,  i havent written on this thing for awhile, but im bored so it's time for another update...

lifes been pretty good, i got my new job working for debbie scott...it's pretty good. me and reeva have been hanging out like every night...even tho her ankels broke we've been making the best of it. me and chris are donezo...bc i decided i was wasting my time...but ive found someone else, but who knows what will happen there.   overall things are pretty good in my life...stress and drama free, i love it!!! this friday is my cousin chris wedding were going to palymra for that and reeva is coming with so hopefully that will be fun. but thats all for now.

so, i quit my job at sonic today bc i pretty much red handed caught the assistant manger stealing money out of my changer when i was counting down...which means i have to pay the difference of what she stole....and this wasnt the first time she did it, but i finally caught her today with some help from ashley, but theres really nothing i can do about it bc its my word against hers. so im kinda jobless for now, but my mom thinks she found a job for me.  --- me and chris starting talking about...supposedly he was just "really busy and didnt have time to call"  even tho he says he likes me so much and he wants me to come to rolla again, if i dont call him, he doesnt call me...i havent got a chance to call the past 2 nights and do u think hes called me...nope...i always have to call, so i dont know what that means, or what i should do.  u think if he liked me, he'd call.  oh, life...

"so sick, so sick of being tired. and oh so tired of being sick.  we're both such magnificant liars, so crush me baby, im all ears.  so obviously desperate and so desperately obviously.  i'll give in one more time..."

well, brookfield's pretty boring...but hey whats new. i havent done much of anything besides gone to a coupple parties and hung out w/reeva a few times. oh i did see my dj once. my days consist of laying out in the sun and working, but my hours got cut at work bc the new mangers suck and the main manager is dating josh allen, so all the pot heads get the hours...pretty gay if you ask me. made a photo albam/scrapbook thing tonight, of my freshman year of college, when i was bored...its cute. i havent talked to chris in a week...im not really sure what happened  im the queen of failing relationships. and i miss all my wonderful friends at school. - well, i guess thats all thats going on in my life for now, although im not sure why i write on this thing anymore, bc no one ever comments...oh well, it keeps me occupied for awhile.

-your picture in my hand, im at the mercy of your photograph...-